I honestly have no idea what to do anymore, or where I’m going. I had inklings and ideas, but they were gone quick fast. I’m smart, but I’m not school smart. I’m creative and bubbly from time to time, but I don’t know how to apply that. I can be informative, but I’m quiet and shy. Seriously, even when I say all the odds are against me for life, I’m not even fucking kidding.

All I’ve got for myself, and I’m not even quite sure of this, is that I’m a good-hearted person with an open mind. But the people I live with are trying to close it.

I don’t know. How am I meant to come up with a plan for the next 3 years in a few short hours?